M4F. Married and alone. My AP is gone. Need to fill void.

Hello,

Married man, 50. Slim athletic. White guys with a beard. I know. I had a loving AP and she needed to take care of some family medical issues. After 8 months of mourning, I am eager to feel again. Make a connection and have some go old flirty friendship. I am east coast of that matters and open to meeting or online. I don’t need daily contact but would like someone to share with. Someone I can trust in. Super hard. I know. But I have found one before, and I know someone like you is looking for me. I have the time, motivation and wealth to make something work. Ohh. I am totally worth it.