Met married man on Reddit, talked for a few weeks, then he disappeared

Let me start by saying that my husband and I have an openish marriage. He knows that I enjoy fucking married men and he often helps me facilitate this and I do the same for him with women (though he doesn’t care if they’re married or not).

I posted in here a few weeks ago that I enjoy fucking married men and predictably received a TON of chat requests. I messaged with quite a few but one person and I really hit it off. We exchanged phone numbers & pictures and were talking daily. We got each other off multiple times.

He’s married and his wife is obviously unaware of his proclivity to cheating on her. I completely understand the need to be discreet. Especially since she’s become suspicious in the last week or so.

However, it’s like I’m addicted to him getting me off. He couldn’t talk from the end of last week until yesterday and then yesterday it was only a quick phone call. I haven’t heard anything from him today and I’m doing my best not to reach out because I know she’s watching his phone like a hawk.

It’s been about 3 weeks since we first started talking and I find myself going insane waiting for him to message or call. I really don’t think he got bored of me. We had plans to meet in person and have discovered that we share a lot of the same depravity and kinks. We really push each other in that way.

I know I need to be patient and that he probably really wants to respond but just can’t at the moment. But oh my god!!! I need him to call me and get me off over the phone like he usually does because I’m going bat shit insane.

How the fuck did I become this person in only 3 weeks?!

Also, my hubby thinks it’s funny and had been texting with the guy too but now we are both hesitant to reach out since we know he’s in a precarious position right now.

Just needed to vent!! Lol come back and pay attention to your AP… I miss you!! And apparently I fucking need you.