any FTMS going down the bratty bottom to soft top pipeline?

I've been a bratty bottom since i first discovered and explored kink and bdsm, i always get a kick out of the ✨️funishment✨️. recently i started packing with a strap (i normally use foam, if i even pack at all) and a few nights ago i randomly thought to put my dildo through the strap instead, and ohhhhh good god did that unlock something i didn't even know i had inside me 🤤

I brought a new, kinkier strap and a couple varying dildos to go with it (cough pupplay cough cough :3) yesterday. My closest fwb has agreed to let me top him and weve played around with our new dynamic a little bit too, we both caught on pretty quickly how my attitude did a full 180 spin aswell.

I was just wondering if any other trans guy / nb person has gone down this pipeline, or something similar?? i don't fully know what im doing so i can't tell if I've just lost my confidence trying out a new thing or what XD