I need help

I was shot in 2024, leaving me permanently physically disabled on my left side waist down, and my stepfather beat me last Saturday afternoon so bad that it feels like I might as well have been shot all over again. I've fallen 10+ times since then. Am currently in the ER, and I am unemployed as getting on disability has been near impossible for me with my limitations. I don't know what I'm going to do when I am discharged from the ER, as I have no where safe to stay long term for recovery. Please, if anyone knows any options that circumvent the red tape that TX has all over it, let me know. I am at my wits end. My birthday is this Sunday, and all I want is for it all to stop. Please. Thank y'all.