What am I doing here

Ok so apparently you need to have a certain number of words to post…here’s what I said before.

I keep asking myself each time I open this dumb app lol. I have thoughts that seem kinda crazy and thought I’d get some clarity here but so far I can’t tell what’s real or made up…Mostly having to do with my step dad. Am I damaged…

I don’t know what else to even say…I guess I’m looking for advice and not some 55yo telling me to just do it and send pics. That’s not what I’m looking for…I’ve been with one guy but feel like a weirdo because he’s like double my age, actually just over double which makes it even worse.

So real input…please no messages with send pics or some other weird response