I want to propose my fiancee backstory!

Before any of you decides to send me message and tell me how delusional I am to propose a guy who called off the wedding. You needs to know there are always circumstances influencing the course of life. Here is ours. Aa

We both come from middle class family. We both are working and he helped me tremendously to get my first real job when we met 6 years back before covid and i truly feel blessed because if not for him I would have stuck to my dead end receptionist job where I would have been fired or be salary less during covid, today I am good in my job in UX. Year into being friends the lockdown happened and I was asked to vacate my rental house, while the entire lockdown was going on he let my entire family move into his house in vasai, though it was small we didn't have choice due to lockdown. Then came his downfall, his father passed away in covid leaving a huge bank loan which he had to pay off, we some how got close and got into relation. We were rock steady but faught like cats and dogs during one of the fight my father found a AM prospective and I said yes to marriage as well, I went to meet this guy alone and he tried to kiss me which was a no for me (at this time I was 2 year into relation with my now fiancee but he never forced me to do anything and we never actually kissed) we some how got back into relation and i confessed everything to him, although he was mad at first but still we got even stronger together.

2023 just after new years i had a bike accident, I was on wheelchair for almost 6 months, entire time I was told not to pressure my body, he stayed at my home(his home which he rented to us) for days sleeping on floor because my orthodox parents didn't want us in same room, during this time one of my close relative passed away and my parents decided to go back to UP, leaving me semi handicapped with my younger brother and dog and my fiancee was told not to stay nights with us, during this I fell from my bed trying to go washroom and my brother was deep in sleep who didn't move, I called my fiancee and he came always from Andheri to vasai which is an hour long drive for anyone who's not from mumbai at 2 am, by the time he came my brother was already awake but my fiancee first time broke his promise and stayed entire night. Fast forward 2024 his mother well ill and we decided to get married, we were scheduled to be married in November however his mother passed away in march, we were still asked to get married but number of loans, mother's medical expenses, property dispute and job loss, everything took a toll on him and he went into depression, he had to sell his house in Andheri to close off the loans and pay off his brothers half. He decided to call off wedding because his financial and mental condition had gone for toss, we broke up and I gave him cold shoulder, i didn't even put any efforts to speak, again my family was ready to find me another AM and we left his house and found another rental place. I was depressed and gained alot of weight, one of those check up i discovered i am developing cancer in my UT and Ov i had to go through hysterectomy, i cried and called him, he said he couldn't help me with money but he is there for me, he found everything got me a doctor and helped with loan, yet we were not in relation post surgery when I woke up he proposed me, this was the first time we kissed and I cannot thank enough to this man in my life today 5 years into relation with lots of breaks and toxicity we are together, i am proposing him tonight and i have decided to go with balloons and his favourite lilies and bought him a blazer because I wiped my nose on his blazer when I had accident(inside joke) and I may order engraved pen for him. But my man deserves to be spoiled, he deserves to cry because i proposed him with my weak knees. So I going to fight with him in an hour or two and switch off my phone and go to his house and decorate everything.

Why am I giving bunch of retards explanation? Because you guys jumped to conclusions? Oh he called off once why would he marry you? Oh men don't like to be chased? No. I don't need your validations, we never post about each other on social media, but I want to tell you ladies, men ain't toxic, you dated playboys and made everyone toxic in your life. Trust me I was one of you I called him names, I gave him hard time. But everytime I needed him, he never ignored my call.

TLDR:- I AM PROPOSING MY FIANCEE TONIGHT AND YOU LADIES SHOULD LEARN NOT TO JUDGE.

Thanks. To the few ladies and gentlemen who sent me great ideas, in the post and otherwise thanks for the engraving pen idea and the close joke blazer idea. It means alot I couldn't think of blazer idea myself I am that dumb when it comes to him.

While I wrote all of this to explain you guys, I realized how much I love him and how much of an idiot I am to give him hard time and yes today might be the day I get lucky.