My Thoughts After My Miscarriage

Hey, so almost a year ago I had a miscarriage. I was about 6-7 weeks pregnant. It was messy and bad. We're almost a year out and I still have a lot of well, lets call them thoughts. Lately, I've been thinking about how I want a child but I'm afraid of another miscarriage. I'm almost afraid to get pregnant because I don't know if I can handle another miscarriage. Has anyone experienced this feeling before. How did you cope with it. I'd love to be a mother but it's almost as if every period is a reminder or a disappointment. It's weird.