To you, my hotel friend

I know I say I’m talking to other people but because I don’t understand what you want from this - it would only be you but you dismiss me & don’t invite me out or anything I always beg & u don’t come through- I only want your dic but alas u dismiss me so I assume we rlly r just friends I can’t even look u in the eyes u intimidate me so much I feel like u dislike me & I can never read your emotions , I wish I knew how u actually thought of me (A) what do u think ? Why aren’t u inviting me out ? Anyways from hotel girl