Sometimes I forget I have literal brain damage and physically see the world different from everyone else

I had a brain issue as a kid, I have been told my opthomologists that due to this is have 1) no 3d vision (no depth perception or binocular vision), so I literally see the world differently than everyone else. And 2) neurologists have confirmed that my face blindness is due to the same reasons.

It took me FIVE years to get my license and serving still scared the balls out of me bc I have co clue how close r far things are from me. I forget that I don’t see the same way everyone else does. So I get confused when this stuff is harder for me but then realize I literally cannot see distance. It’s weird bc I wanna see why u guys see an it make m kind of sad that I can’t. My eyes literally do not work together. They never learned to. I wanna see why u see an I why ppl to try and see what I see.

It’s always been like this tho for me. The face blindness I something completely separate but so many ppl think I’m a bitch for not saying hi if I see them in public but like, I promise it’s not personal.

It’s just so strange to know that I literally cannot ever see the world as intended. Kinda sad