Listen to this shit, so I hooked up with someone for the first time since the breakup...

and he needed to use a death grip on himself to finish. Prior to having discovered my ex had a porn addiction and later joining this group, I wouldn't have realized the reason as to why. I haven't experienced it before and it took me by surprise.

Despite this guy being a complete kumquat, somehow I'm doing better than I have in weeks? I'm actually leaving my house again and focusing on work? Idk, I'm sure therapy will be riveting.

Sorry for the repost, last one got taken down. Godspeed bitches, ya'll stay safe out there.