I have bad habits, Need help.

Sometimes I play games, sometimes I don’t. I have a great job and I’m about to move out of my parents' house. But lately, I’ve been feeling depressed, and gaming seems to be messing with my head. It’s making me more lazy and even more afraid to talk to people. I can’t talk to women at all.

My main problem is that I want to grow up and be a man like everyone else. I’m 18, but I feel like I don’t fit into adulthood. Does anyone have advice? I feel like gaming is ruining my reputation. Thanks.