Your probably know me better than I know myself...

But you know nothing of the entirety (there are things I have never spoke of.) I'm tired of fighting. I want a peaceful happy life with the time I have left. If you want to do the same then I am here ready and willing to work, and as much as I love you I'm ready to leave it behind if you are not in the same mindset. Which by the way, I've I accepted the part of you most would walk away from (and you know exactly what I'm implying.) As I said before I accept your role in my life. We will stay the same as we always have. Loving from afar is what we are....there is no magic needed, it takes work to make it happen side by side, and to trust in one another. And as much as you say it's so easy with someone else, that takes work too, but the circumstances are different when it come to the heart. There is no comparison. It's a matter of what you accept vs what you long for.