Gray Clouds (Made with Mac Miller lyrics)

The clouds are gray, but would they pay

The price to paint them white?

I light another thought

Sink into the night

I wish you caught me on a different day

When it was easier to be happy

When my head didn’t echo like an alleyway

Some people say they wanna live forever

That’s way too long

I’ll just get through today

Counting cracks on the ceiling

Trying not to break

I’m not afraid of dying

Just afraid of waking late

To the same fake smile 

And a heavy ache

Life isn’t life until you live it

But lately, I’ve just been existing in it

Spinning in my head, like a scratched-up record

Stuck on what I never said

You could have the world in the palm of your hands

But it doesn’t mean a thing until you change it

I tried to bring color to a world filled with shades of gray

But even rainbows get lost on the darkest days

It isn’t perfect, but I don’t mind

Because it’s worth it

Recently, I only find peace in deep sleep

It’s been the same dream

World safe

Smile on her face

But I wake

With the weight of space

Pushing on my chest like it isn’t

supposed to be in this place