❤️💎

I can’t sleep. My handsome man is on my mind. I want him to truly become mine. My boyfriend, my lover, my friend, my everything. I’ve wanted this since the very beginning. I can be patient if he wants to wait, but I don’t want to lose this moment. I don’t ever want to lose him again. I need him to trust and believe in me. There is no one else I’d rather be with. It’s him. It’s always been him. He is irreplaceable. If he has lingering insecurities, I’d like to know so I can make him feel safe and secure with me. There’s nothing that I wouldn’t do to ensure he feels safe with me. I’d handle it immediately. He’s my one and only. My priority. I don’t think he understands how attractive I find him in every way 😍He’s always been my dream man. Always. The love of my life. Forever. I’m so certain about this, about us. I’ve waited so long for this moment. I’m almost afraid to be happy, because I’m terrified of losing him again. I’d never do anything to risk losing him. He’s all I want and desire. I’m trying to stay grounded because if he decides against giving me a chance, I’m going to be shattered. The love I have for him is worth the risk. I think about him constantly. I’d be so happy to see him tonight 😔❤️It’s hard to be strong sometimes. Especially when it’s late and all I want is to snuggle with him. Kiss his sleeping face. Hold his hand. Oh, how I miss him. All the time. I love you, baby. So much. 🥺❤️