I’m trying to like the world a little better.

I remember being a super happy child and it fell apart when my parents divorced. I haven’t been the same since. I also can’t get over how evil evil is. The 9/11 attacks, criminals who killed a bunch of innocent women or men and they are still living and getting fed in prisons, family turning on family, family taking what’s inherently yours, friends betraying you, people being fake and then only being nice when they want something. It’s just a whirlwind of evil. All around.

I know there are kind people, but I want to protect myself and those I love from this evil as much as I can. And I’m so fixated on it. How can someone see another human being as an object? We all clearly look alike and move alike. How is that possible to hurt someone without remorse? It sticks with you when you encounter these types of people. How does a man rage so much, he kills an innocent child or 14 year old girl brutally? Does he not know that he also has the same fragile body? Who is he to play God? The victims don’t get to choose, but these monsters do. How? I don’t like it.