I just want to know what you all think of me ( don’t care if good or bad and feel free to go off my looks or what I wrote or both ( plz tell what u did tho so I know what ur judging ) )

I have always fucking hated my self like I can write a list with the reasons why

the picture of me in uniform was from a manorial day parade  ( the m1 grand is fake the mechanism did work to pull back and stuff )

Random things about me

I have a stuff and a very bad block if under a lot of stress

Going into 10th grade 

Am in honors math and science and cp Ela and history ( get 80% or higher in all classes )

I love to talk and I probably annoy people 

I love to play video game and am decent at fps games ( once I’ve played for a bit and have learned the game )

Don’t have a lot of friends like Mabye 3 at school 1 online and like 4 at work )

I have 4 fucking mental illness so that’s fun ( adhd depression anxiety autism ( yes all are officially diagnosed ) )

I have a job ( have like 1.5k in my name )

I love history and mainly military history ( anything ww1 and after ( but mainly ww2 ) )

I got my drivers license already ( past test first try )

Got glasses and idk why but I love them

Never have dates ( want to )  but never have had a crush or strong feelings of any kind towards anyone

I love cats :3 

I love the cold

I seem to be a bug magnet like I go somewhere and theirs a lot of bugs always flying around me and no one else






Why I hate my self

I have a stutter
I look ugly af
I can never seem to do anything right when trying to help others or fix things
I annoy people all the time
Everyone seems to hate me
My luck is horrible ( I’m confused on how my luck is this bad most of the time )
I’m stupid
I’m fat

What do you all think of me m16