I’m just so tired

I’m (30F) so so so very tired. It’s all so pointless. My ADHD is sucking the life out of me and ruining everything. I have to work twice as hard as everyone else just to be terrible at my job. I have no friends. Everyone thinks I’m weird. No one wants me around.

If this is what my life is, then I don’t want it. I have nothing left. Nothing left to give and nothing left to stay for.