So this is more of a personal question

I really want to get back into playing Stardew Valley but I haven't played since my best friend left me back in February. For me him leaving felt like a breakup. Me and him would play Stardew for hours and he introduced me to it as well. I'm afraid if I play it I'll just break down. And I don't know how to not feel this way. I know there's not really an answer to this but I just felt like posting about it.