Looking for two fanfics

looking for two fanfics on ao3

1. buck was hurt and in the hospital and bobby came and buck said "you were right I'm Not ready to be back at work" and bobby said "it's okay you can come back when your ready" (it was a post-lawsuit I think)

2. buck had a note book he wrote in and B shift steals it and reads it publicly. part of the summary was "everyone on B shift are assholes exempt for ravi"

I thought i saved it but i didn't and I looked though my history and it not there so I don't know.