So I’ve been dealing with this lesion/skin inflammation for 2 years in September. In those two years a close relative I would see monthly and my mom who I lived with have passed away. And I keep getting this nagging feeling that it wasn’t there time. I know a lot of people probably think the same about loved ones they have lost but my mom was 60. That woman was not only my mom but my best friend, my co-parent since my children’s fathers aren’t totally reliable people. I’m 30 years old female and white if that helps any of this. So I came to ask the community for answers on this matter at least help me figure out what’s slowly killing me. Pictures here is a strand of my hair from after the shower. Do you see how it gets darker towards the right? If someone anyone out there could help me because alll the doctors I’ve seen only see what is there no one asks me what these last two years have been like. I’ve seen 4 ER doctors been to my own family doctor a handful of times, two dermatologist, two infectious disease doctors, my OBGYN, and 3 urgent care RN’s. I’m at a loss for words since none of these doctors want to take a look into my history or ask me any questions about when I noticed this all starting. Anyways if these is a soul out there that had any knowledge please I’m willing to listen and learn. Thank you for taking the time to read this and if I don’t get any responses I’ll post more. But for those interested I have at least 30+ pictures over the last two years of what my lesion has looked like but first and foremost WTF is wrong with my hair!?

Ps. My family I live with particularly my youngest brother shows same symptoms 



Am I going to die?