Ouchie. This hurts

I guess I’m finally mourning this and may r getting close to accepting it. And ouch. It really hurts.

I want to grow, evolve, learn, etc. right now it just hurts. What was your first step in a new direction?

Was talking to my therapist about a few things this included. And he said. “It sucks.” I appreciated the validation. Yes. It does suck. lol.

It sucks, but if I keep going, it’ll be just a chapter of my life.

My situation is so weird because hasn’t been in my life for a bit, but I kind of thought he could return. Now I’m needing to accept its actually over (just took me a bit).