I became a mistress of a man who’s in a relationship with another man

I’d like to start this with “I wasn’t aware, he swore they already broke up”

Lately, I’ve been around with typical BOYS most specially sa office. None of them met my standard at all. You know those clean, broad shouldered, funny and intelligent type of mean? That’s what I want! Sa office kasi mostly average looking na bastos pa or if I find someone naman who met the physical standard mostly cringe or bobo sila.

Now let’s be honest… those masculine gays are usually the once who perfectly meet the standard I mentioned kaso yun na nga. THEY’RE GAY!

So I thought to myself “I’m so sick of this!” Hirap na ng life sis, I need someone I can lean on rin. Someone I click with. Ifykyk. So what did I do? I take action.

I work in a bpo company as SME and I had this one agent who perfectly met my standard sis. I want him! That’s all I know. Everyone’s saying na he’s gay but the guy is denying it pero tbh? I can smell him. Prolly cuz I’ve been around ppl like him and I just somehow saw the pattern… but on the other hand, I like him so who cares? He’s denying that he’s gay rin naman so who am I to go against him right?

I pursued him for whole fucking 8 months. Yes 8 months sis. I am having so much fun around him and I’m known for being confident so his rejection don’t bother me— I was kind of expecting that anyway. But guess what? He didn’t stopped me at all but he didn’t clear it if he likes what I’m doing rin naman so I did the same routine everyday and the bond between us is getting more and more deeper each day. No clarification. No rejection nor acceptance. Wala lang. I call it “company” kasi we really enjoyed each other’s company. Syempre sis as our bond got deeper imposibleng walang mangyare right? Di ako papayag of course. I’ve spent 8 months pursuing u then wala lang? Eme

May nangyare samin. It happened once and after that everything changed. Our platonic rls even got better. We became more touchy na and for heaven’s sake it feels like we are really in a relationship na rin. Everything going so smooth for me. I’d say na it was the happiest point of my life back then until I received a message from another guy. It was a long message but the bottomline of that is kabit ako. The man that I’ve always dreamt to have is in a relationship with another man for nine years now. I was so happy with how our life is going back then that I even forgot the possibility that I was actually dealing with soneone who could possibly be gay.

Our relationship immediately ended. He resigned and I went on with my usual routine BEFORE HIM.

I have a fair share of men who’s willing to pursue me pero no one is still able to match the feeling of enthusiasm he made me feel. On the back of my mind I know that he’s still out there thinking about us cuz I know for sure that the times we spent together are genuine