Answer me

I need to properly get my emotions out and not hold on to them so this last text is everything I want to say to you.

I want to apologize for unadding you off snap it was a mix of pay back and forcing you to leave. But I was secretly hoping you’d fight to stay in my life like I tried so desperately to do so when you did it to me but you didn’t . I’m an empty shell of what I once was . I’ve always wanted someone to fight for me like I would for them but I’ll never have that . All of this feels like a break up in my heart but it’s not I was so stupidly obsessed with you.

I’m fine I’m working through my mental issues and trying hard to stay alive I’m not positive myself that I can better but I’m trying.

I sent this for closure but never got a reply. I thought I loved him even though I am married it was a hard time and it wasn’t a sexual relationship, we just talked and it filled something but it got weird so we stopped talking to each other 🤷🏻‍♀️ I cared more I guess.

I said what I needed now just need someone to fill in the response if you could lol ?