I want to have a man fuck me hard enough to make my pussy bleed

I want to have a man fuck me hard enough to make my pussy bleed

now that I finally know that men only hurt girls they like during sex and that’s how men show their love and affection and me learning that from the last man I was in a relationship and him bragging to me about how he fucked another girl, his girlfriend and how he hurt her during sex and the fact that he never hurt me at all during sex when we were together I want to have a man fuck me hard enough to make my pussy bleed to show me that he actually likes me and actually wants me