Jealousy issues

I have jealousy issues.. like.. HUUUUUGE jealousy issues, when someone is like.. just being nice or something to the person I play with online, I start getting jealous and back off cuz I don’t wanna ruin their fun.. now that I have that outta the way, my best friend (I only have 3 friends and it’s js online) who I know for now 1,5 years, has always dodged my questions when I asked her to call with me or match pfps. And now she found a server, met a guy, she matched pfps with him on an instant, call, text for hours, she then tells me how happy she is that she met him. Rn I feel like a piece of (you can guess the word I wanna use but I don’t wanna swear), that’s been thrown away and nobody really cares about. And idk what to do with myself so I just play animal crossing, which I also bought btw because I wanted to spend time w her.

Ty if you read this far, hope y’all have a nice day ahead