Oh my fucking god

I’m peak trip rn I accidentally turned on my phone and got sucked into it and I accidentally opened my camera and stared at myself for like a long ass time a lot longer than I would like to admit. My face was getting all distorted and shi like my eyes were moving up and I was changing colors a lil it was pretty cool but it got me thinking like we weren’t ever supposed to see ourselves. Like our reflection we weren’t supposed to see it we were never supposed to know what our own faces look like and the trip is the embodiment of that fact cuz like I feel like I seen myself the way other people actually see me and not the way I’ve been seeing myself which I feel like is so many different faces. Ugly and pretty we were never supposed to see because it is the problem of everything when we see it in ourselves because we go after others ugly hoping no one notices our own. That got deep and makes no sense but I’ma go enjoy the rest of my trip and maybe eat more mushrooms. Godspeed on your mystical journeys y’all’s ✌️