Does anyone else "hate" their ex as more time goes?

Like she didn't do anything wrong for the breakup, it was beyond her control and our entire relationship was very loving from beginning to end, yet somehow 6 months later, I feel like as more time goes on, I "hate" her more. It's not like I am finding reasons to hate her, but still its happening. And tbh I'd rather not hate her.

At the same time, I still do miss her and keep thinking about things we would do/say almost constantly (at least subconsciously), probably because she was everything I'd want in a partner.