Love

I don’t want to love anyone else while I’m still job hopping and financially unstable. I won’t own the fact that I had emotions that you chose to ignore and ridicule with comments like, “Of course you are” and “When are you not?” and “i can believe you would think that of me?” Those words took me deep it made me feel ridiculed and not loved. Yeah I was too prideful to tell you that there again I feel like you wouldn’t care.