I'm so over my coworkers. I want to go home.

I’m honestly getting so sick of the people I work with. They’re either condescending, starting drama, or just plain rude. I try to make conversation or just exist around them, and I get snapped at with stuff like “Shouldn’t you be on register?” or “Go sweep or something,” even when the store is dead and spotless.

I always feel left out. I try to brush it off but it wears on me. The gossip, the constant complaining about their exes, the random drama out of nowhere — I’m just tired.

On top of that, I’m already struggling with customer interactions as it is. I think I might be autistic or have ADHD or something — I’ve always had trouble connecting with coworkers and reading social stuff, and that makes things worse. When I make small mistakes, like putting a shoe in the wrong spot, they talk about me behind my back.

They also know I’m saving up for a fursuit, and I can’t help but feel like that’s made me an easy target for judgment. Maybe I’m overthinking, but I really do feel hated sometimes.

I just want to go home. Retail is exhausting enough without all this.

If anyone has any advice feel free to share.