My parents gonna discover what i am

I dont know how i ended trapñed so fast ivw veen hiding everythinf abt me for the last 3 years now theyre gonna probably discover it out they paid me a psychiatrist for this weekend cuz one public therapy told me via chat thay i needed psychologycal check outs i never wanted tgem to know because thwy woyld treat me differently ans i really dont like my family they arent bad people they would probably would want to cure me but i dont wanna be ñart of them i js dont like my family

Conversation 1:

– Is something bothering you? – Honestly, everything. – I always feel uncomfortable and out of place, like separate from everything.

– Can you give me an example? – Why do you feel like they exclude you?

– Therapy: Why do you feel like they exclude you? – I don’t feel like they exclude me, but I am apart. – For example, when I go out with my family, they laugh and enjoy themselves. – Not me. I feel separate. – I also fake a lot.

– You fake it? – Yes, for example when they say something and everyone laughs, I fake it.

– Hmmm ok

Conversation 2:

– But mostly I sleep a lot, practically all day and anywhere, but I still feel tired. – I always feel heavy and unmotivated, so much that people say I move too slowly or that I have slow reactions. – I also struggle to do anything because nothing excites me or makes me happy. – Everything feels so exhausting and boring.

Conversation 3:

– – How does it affect you? – To be honest, I used to have a lot of violent thoughts towards others, but not anymore.

– Therapy: How does it affect you? – I get stressed and threaten myself.

– – Can you be more specific? – Many times when I’m in my room, I cry and get very stressed out. People and my life frustrate me too. – So much that I always get headaches and feel burning in my neck.

– – You need an evaluation by a psychiatrist. – Physical and psychological evaluation

Traduction of chatgpt i talked abt some of my symptons without trting to give off anything too problematic, i explained why i committed aggraved assault agaisnt someone, can yall please read the rest of my post to check. How bad it is?