I hate..

How we all feel so afraid of them. We all mention this in our posts and it sucks.

My nex smiled at me one morning and wiggled his fingers, as if saying hi. But zi had literally just told him how he scared me, how he lies, manipulates and how having to see him or talk to him messes with my head.

So he smiles and waves... and if I tell anyone this, I sound crazy. "So, you're upset that he smiled and waved at you? You're afraid of him?... um... oookkkkk..."