Coming to terms

After a ton of conflicts and failed self reflection, I started coming to terms with my NPD traits. I took some tests and got 27/40. Been talking to my AI assistant to deep dive into if this fits…

I feel like a terrible person for being this way. All the traits and identifiers I’ve been reading about make me feel so bad about myself. Unlovable. Also feel like this is in itself a trait of NPD.

Gah. I feel alone in this.

Covert / communal based on evidence.