39 [M4F] Perpetually lost in a sea of posts

It’s been a few months since I was on here. Met some pretty great people and life just got in the way. It happens, there’s no hard feelings at all. Prior to that it had been a while and it’s amazing how many people are on here advertising OnlyFans and the insane number of AI bots trying to get in the way of decent people just trying to find a decent connection.

The only subscription I’m looking for is to somebody with a good heart, that’s missing a deeper connection at home but is craving to have that spark with somebody. I’m looking for good conversations, somebody who isn’t afraid to get a little deeper, and somebody to laugh, smile, and commiserate with. I am looking to catch some feels, hopefully you’re looking for the same thing. I wear my heart on my sleeve and I’m not afraid of emotions. Even after saying all of that, I get there’s probably not a ton I’m writing that every other guy is writing on here as well. Right?

I have an amazing career working in the medical field and most days I’m able to talk frequently. I do occasionally travel for work which gives a little more freedom. I do have kids at home, so somebody understanding of that commitment and the importance of being a parent is a must. I’m 6’ tall and try to take care of myself as much as possible between work and being dad. I love sports, learning about anything new, keeping my mind stimulated, playing several instruments, and finding reasons to laugh. I love working with hands and the satisfaction that brings. Sarcasm is a love language, so hopefully that’s something you can speak…and please be able to hold a conversation. I can talk a lot…let’s keep up with each other.

All in all, after trying this before and knowing that it’s possible, I’m just looking for somebody to make me smile and to have that desire to pour into me as much as I want to pour into them. Admittedly, I’m exhausted from putting my best foot forward and trying everything possible at home. All I want is for someone to be understanding, flirty, confident in themselves, inquisitive, loving, emotional, and somebody to push me to be a better person…and somebody who genuinely wants that in return.

Whoever you are, if it’s me or someone else, I truly hope you find what you’re looking for. Everybody deserves happiness. Nobody deserves to put their heart out there with the greatest of intentions just to be hurt. Again, I know there’s so many guys on here posting the same things…but I genuinely need more than someone who wants attention. I crave a deep, lasting connection. Someone who doesn’t mind feeling giddy, smiling every time your phone vibrates, and wants that anticipation.

I’ve lurked here for a little while and I think that’s okay. I think there’s some value to that, trying to find somebody who puts themselves out there that speaks to you. But I figured it’s about time I put myself out and maybe see what happens.