Help me

I have been unable to stop reading this subreddit, commenting, and writing posts here for several days now. And also think about how I would live if I professed Hellenism. I have never had this with any religion. I think that my soul has found a place where it is warm, but the mind, which has a long experience of atheism, resists the faith that the soul seems to have already accepted, I still do not believe in the supernatural, but .... It is difficult for me to convey my feelings, this is something strange, incomprehensible. I have never encountered such a feeling. Have you been in such a situation? How did you cope with it? And, forgive me for dumping this on you, although I believe that subreddits dedicated to religion are created for this