Any good polities lives fanfics?

Heyo, so I’ve been wondering if y’all know any fanfics where polities lives and I mean really lives (somehow through thunder bringer and on calypso’s island as well)

Like, Odysseus still becomes “the monster” because he still lost some friends and there’s still trauma and polities would only try to help him.

I would think that polities would try to keep him away from calypso best he could? Call me mean, but could odyssey still be guilty and distressed?

(I like angst and a lot of it)

Please let me know if there are any fics like this that are really good, I would really appreciate it. Please and thank you and I hope everyone has a nice day and night😁