Justification for throwing? Let’s talk about it.

What would have to happen for you to throw a game?

I refuse to throw under any circumstance, that’s just not how my brain works after a couple decades of playing team sports irl. If I’m not trying or don’t have the capacity to even WANT to try, I might as well just turn my console off or play something else and take the 15 minute ranked ban.

So this is a genuine question to those of you that don’t have the same aversion to throwing as I do. Why? What compels you to give up? Why do you not feel like you can rip a victory from the jaws of seemingly certain defeat?

Just trying to understand other mindsets than my own at this point.