Might be a cliche, but, I'm a literal saint and I either get rejected a million times or, get dumped :D

Literally. I do everything right. I lose weight (from 230 to 180). I go to the gym every other day. I get the best grades I've ever gotten in school. I'm doing an internship. I smile everyday. I make small talk to people. I put in tons of hours volunteering. And I feel that, it's not good enough. And all the time people reject me ''oh hahaha there's someone out there for you >:D'' meanwhile they're hooking up with a new person every other day. Like are you kidding me?? The people that I do go out with, I don't treat like trash. I'm not aggressive. I don't ask them for a damn thing. I'm the one that's always giving it my all. I'm the one that's always acting like a saint, and doing the right thing. And it feels pretty depressing considering a lot of people that end up having relationships, are, the opposite of a saint. Like. Ooof.