I tried anal outside my boyfriend’s house

So yesterday i went to my boyfriend’s house (who is my ex now) because we were supposed to have a movie and chill night but when i got there went into a fight right before the movie starts because i wouldn’t accept to do anal and i insulted him.. So he locked me out of his house even tho i tried apologizing and making it up for him.. i got so mad i ended up pulling out my dildo from my backpack while im on the stairs and i fucked my ass hard using my dildo and i send it to him while he was inside the house to tease him...however he did not reply. We never spoke since then but i really enjoyed if yesterday