Considering Spravato- Any Advice or Experience Welcome!

Hello everyone!

I am heavily considering and hopeful that my doctors And insurance will allow me to try Spravato! I've been on two antidepressants so far Zoloft and Prozac, but I've had very adverse side effects to them so far. I've also been struggling with very constant and persistent, suicidal ideation, and nihilistic thoughts, "what's the point?" "This is a lot of work, and for what." "I'm not happy" etc. I meet with a doctor next week to see if I'm an acceptable candidate!

Has anyone found Spravato to help with these kinds of thoughts? How many sessions did it take? How did it help overall depression/anxiety/intrusive thoughts?