First steps....

Im scared but also excited I just scheduled an appointment with my GP to get a referral to a gender clinic! I know it doesn't seem like much but Its the first steps to getting top surgery. I have made appointments with gender clinics and never shown up before bc I was scared and insecure. I am confident in being able to continue with my top surgey pursuit. Im also scared they'll say my BMI is too high to het surgery bc I am obese. So im determined to loose weight too!