Struggling

Hello,

I'm alittle over 5 year sober and I've been struggling. I pretty much destroyed my mental health by drinking syarting at a young age for over 30 years. I been doing really good, even quit smoking 4 years ago. Thanks to my Doctor and medications for my mental health. They fixed me right up. I was informed Friday that my Doctors office might not continue to stay open due to this bill that has been passed. They told me the cuts will be steep and 80 percent of what keeps them running will be cut. I live in a rural area and this is the only place to go. I feel lost, angry, confused, all the emotions. I'm craving and filling like giving up. Anyone else in rural America feeling the same way? I could use some support.