Am I crazy? Is it just me? (Rant)

Throwaway. My(26ftm) dom(43m) got really mad at me today and want to break up. We’ve been together for about 10 months, we are boyfriends as well as he is my Master, I’m a slave boy. We live with his girlfriend (25f). Idk if it was my dynamic or something but he made it like I need to handle everything. I need to do all the laundry all the dishes , clean his bike, clean the car, locate all of his belongings, every pieces of his clothes (will get aggregated if he ask for something I didn’t find it), charge his phone, and I have to be all calm and collected while he is pissed and saying I’m worthless (he did this again when I was too slow to hand him the keys) Today I went to his kid’s sport event and I was talking about something w him and slipped out “fuck him”, he caught me and I apologized and stopped. (Later he made a huge deal out of it and said it affected his son’s sport career and I will NEVER be allowed to the games again and I ruined the very good memories blah blah) later in the parking lot, I’m so nervous and don’t want to pissed him off that I’m really shaky, and I didn’t remember where I put the car key, I was looking for it and found it in my pocket, handed to him, who ofc is pissed and stressed and blamed me for stressing him out. I got very defensive and I raised my voice and said I did everything you asked me to do to prepare the car for you, etc, trying to say that it was just a mistake and I actually remember to prepare the car. And then he just got really mad, poked me on my chest with the car key (actual key🔑 ) and said I made his son, ex wife, dad, sons coach look at him, and I think he lied and said the coach wants to call on Monday about the issue that he brings his “friends” around to the game. (And he said it was specifically to me because I’m always “friends” w him in front of his son, and his gf is obviously his gf.) and called me a liar for saying I will never argue with him again.

Later on we parted, him saying I don’t know what to do, if you love me let me go. He said that he can’t be affectionate with me, he can’t be close to me, because I do absolutely NOTHING other than giving him access to my bank account. Mind you, I had 6k savings when I met him, now we have to live paycheck by paycheck. He doesn’t work, I’m on visa and between jobs so I’m working part time, his gf works full time. And while he said I do nothing I went back to our other house (20min drive away), searched in the dark in the house with no power, for the other car key he lost.

It’s like I do 1000+ things and I forget 3, and he gets wild pissed and neglect all other 997 things I did and say I’m worthless.

Now he’s going away on a trip w his gf for 2 days, and wants me to clean the entire other house to “prove how bad I want to fix things”.

I know I am a slave boy and in a TPE but he slaps me around when he gets really mad, like he will punch me on the chest and slap me on mouth while I’m driving on the highway, or when I’m nervous to learn to drive a manual, forgot to keep my hand on the shift, he grabbed my hand and keep slamming it on the shift stick. I hate that but he said it’s just correction.

He doesnt do any of those to his gf. She just need to be sassy and pretty and comes home get high, and the “girlfriend” he always mention when I’m with him outside, like I’m always just a “friend”. He took her to camping, everytime we go out together I feel completely like a stranger, he would interact with her and don’t really look at me, unless he wants me to do something.

I don’t know, I’m really tired and pretty high (I really need to be). Am I crazy? Is this normal? What should I do????