[F18] I Masturbate Every Time My Roommate Gets Fucked and I Can’t Stop

It started a few weeks into the semester. My roommate’s boyfriend started sleeping over more and more. Our “wall” is literally just a thin piece of wood separating our beds, and when they fuck, I hear everything.

And I mean everything. Her moans, his groans, the creak of the bed, the way the headboard slams against the wall. I can even feel the rhythm sometimes, the way the thuds shake the floor when he really starts going rough.

The first time it happened, I froze. I was under my blanket, pretending to scroll my phone, and suddenly I heard her gasp, and then it just kept building. It was hot. Way too hot. I slipped my hand under my shorts, telling myself I’d just touch a little. But once I started, I couldn’t stop.

I came hard that night, biting my pillow, legs clenched, heart racing.

And the worst (or best?) part? It keeps happening. Like clockwork. He comes over, and before long I hear the kissing, the soft moans, then the mattress squeaking faster and faster. She whines his name. He grunts. Sometimes I even hear the slaps when he spanks her, and she loves it.

And there I am on the other side, soaked, horny, playing with myself like some desperate perv while they go at it inches away.

It’s become a routine. I don’t even feel bad anymore. I wait for them to start. Sometimes I press my ear closer to the wall to hear better. Sometimes I rub harder when I hear her getting loud, like I’m racing to cum before she does.

I’ve even had nights where I came more than once while they were still fucking, like I was part of it without them knowing. And honestly? It’s the best I’ve ever touched myself.

They have no idea. And I kinda hope they never find out. Or maybe I do want them to.