why you cannot talk about ending it

the moment you talk about your feelings, about your wish to not live anymore, people cannot help but take it as as a cry for help.

this makes the actual wish to die a really lonely endevor. because then by not talking about it, by not searching for help, that is when you know you actually wanna die. it may not actually because you are alone ... but by then loneliness is what you have to suffer for it as a nice side dish.

I watched shogun - the new series - a couple of month ago. what struck me was the different perception of self induced dying in japan (by that time)... it ir usually not seen as something weak... right?

just some thought I wanted to share