I have severe depression and I don't want to keep going 🤗🍃

Because it didn't work 😅 and I won't crack my nerves anymore I am immobilized 🕸 I still have 8 days of very intense exams 😅 I just had 3 days to study and I didn't because I am severely procrastinating because of the pain it goes out of consciousness I am protecting myself and I understand I'll regret failing my future and invalidating my past too. 😑 I failed all so I am still questioning my life and crying about it. How to lay low and have a very simple routine cause it's not working and I want to live 1 year in some tranquility or routine 🦥 because pretending to keep going with this mental resistance and bed rotting is just fooling myself. I should lay low or submit to failure and rot instead of disconnection and endless suffering 🪟 i give up finally I give up and join rot