Withdrawals and missing them

I broke up with my partner about 3 months ago. I’ve healed pretty well and have been focusing on myself, but I’m going through phases where I desperately miss him.

We had a really deep connection and I felt so comfortable with him. He already got a new girlfriend after telling me he wasn’t ready for a serious relationship.

The worst part is that I know he loved me. We both loved each other very much but our relationship dynamic had become quite aggressive and toxic. I miss him so badly.

I miss waking up next to him in bed. I miss kissing him goodbye before he went to class. I miss watching him play his video games. I miss cooking meals together when we got hungry. I really miss him and I’m not sure what to do for now.

I miss and love you J.