need advice as an incoming nursing freshman

Hello po so kakaenroll ko lang sa nursing school and i keep on seeing nurses that get treated as “katulong” sa ibang bansa and it made my anxiety worse. Lalo nat nag nursing lang ako with the idea of moving abroad, and did not really think about the work that nurses have to deal with. I mean i had the idea but I still chose it cause there’s soft nursing naman and i can pursue becoming an fa if ever di ako tumuloy sa bedside. But my concern is i really wanna move abroad and become a nurse there but ayokong maging katulong. help😭