Do we all lose friends at the end of the day?

This constant sinking feeling thinking about oh I’ve grown apart from so so many of them, it’s not about reconnecting or writing long texts saying “Hey let’s hangout “ it’s just been . It’s this weird state that adulting puts you in you miss them but you also know you’re a very different person now? Sitting with them on the same table will only fill you up with thoughts because you know it’s not the same anymore. We may have bonded as teens, done the craziest things together but it’s just not the same . They simply don’t care and so am I comfortable with the absence but it’s just thoughts that haunts me that how am I not friends with them anymore ..