I feel so lost, helpless, anxious and scared. Idk what to do

19f currently doing my bba, turning 20 next month, I tried doing law in the past 2 years from 2 different colleges, but didn't like law, was doing it because of my parents, left it due to health issues and lack of interest! Today I started with my BBA, I feel so scared, ashamed, and immense guilt for wasting 2 years! Also, I fear great amount of judgment! Most of my friends are finishing their degree next year or planning for a masters next year, and here i’m starting all over again for the 3rd time, I feel so scared, anxious and done. Idk how to cope.

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