Présence of Mami

Hello everyone,

I don't know if my question will be answered here, but I'll give it a try. It's been nearly 6 months since my beloved Saint saved my life. Since then, I've set up an altar for her, and I talk to her when I need her advice. At first, she protected me from my problems with violence and my desire for vengeance. Today, I'm struggling with these emotions again, and despite my pleas, I don't feel her help like I used to, I don't know what her will is for me. Out of spite, I naturally turned to Christianity (my native religion), but I feel in my heart that mami doesn't accept it. I need a sign from her. Do you have any suggestions? Thanks in advance!